Finally my baby's back home in San Francisco! I am super elated~ Miss him so much. Now looking forward to his arrival again towards the end of the year. But this time with his family! And I might be going to China as well! Short holiday! Cannot wait! Hope his mother likes me :) Seriously xD Might have some weird timings as Little George wants to go to China as well- Hmm, 5 is a pretty big number. I don't know. I don't want to impose on my dearest so much. So right now!~ A new resolution!!
1. Get a job
2. Save money
3. Limit my makeup buying (I can't entirely stop this you know)
4. Prepare of a nice vacaton with my prospective family ;D
Do all people with large noses have higher sex drive? well that's what someone told me! =( and close to me as well >_< certainly awkard! haha!~
Anyway, I always cried in school today- almost lost my ringg Bubu and I got together. Was super depressed and >_< but I found it later > like hidden in one small pocket of my jeans. Gosh- and my clothes got all wet. My hair, my bags, everything =] the downpour today was pretty bad and guess what? Orchard Road was freaking FLOODED! lol, like the Starbucks in front of Wisma Atria was literally flooded. Geez but it only lasted for about and hour or so though. The NEA quickly released a statement blah blah. Hilarious and amusing.
Its 10:07PM now and getting ready for bed. Got to wake at 3AM to accompany my dearest Bu. I guess I am not going for class tomorrow =X I know its bad missing class but I miss my Bu so much, I want to spend the entire day with him. When I called him on MSN earlier on, his mother was nagging and giggling about something. She seems nice and all. I cannot wait to meet her =)
Speaking of mothers, I SO MISS MY OWN MOTHER AND SISTER. They are probably watching TV, sun-tanning and rotting. Lol since they told me they did their shopping on the first 3 days they were there. =_=! Anyway mom will be back on the 24th of June and I got an event on the 23rd (Make-up @ MBS) and 26th (Emceeing @ Marina Barrage)- no freaking how to get to either places.
Argh! 13 Minutes past 10 already, I think I shall knock out soon! Sweet dreams my dear ones out there in the world!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Darn it!
It's already 10:08PM and my darling hasn't called yet. Did something happen? Or maybe he ran out of cash to use the payphone. But shouldn't there be internet at the airport? What if he didn't make it to the airport? Or he forgot his flight today! OMG I can't stop thinking! I am so paranoid! He promised he will contact me ASAP! around 8PM to 9PM but its already 10!! I am freaking worried T_T
I wish he never have to go back!!! So mad now!
Oh yeah, most likely I am not going to University after all. Reason being I could not make the payment on time. No.1- Their online payment process says - PROCESSING for 10 hours. No 2. My lovely mother took the ATM card to Bangkok by accident. So probably it's not right time to start school again. Doesn't matter, after I had met my darling for real- I decided to readjust my priorities.
Initially I wanted to get a job, study at the same time and dream about the day after tomorrow. Now that I know my darlings truely real and true to me- I want to be with him as soon as possible. That meaning- faster get a good job, get SG citizenship and fly to San Francisco in Feb. How's that? I can register for school agian in January for Feb intake. I don't mind I guess. :) I wonder if my friends knows of any lower cost degree programs? Or maybe I should study when I am over there? Beats me! Life is terribly exciting!
Keeping my fingers cross for my darling's call. >_<
I wish he never have to go back!!! So mad now!
Oh yeah, most likely I am not going to University after all. Reason being I could not make the payment on time. No.1- Their online payment process says - PROCESSING for 10 hours. No 2. My lovely mother took the ATM card to Bangkok by accident. So probably it's not right time to start school again. Doesn't matter, after I had met my darling for real- I decided to readjust my priorities.
Initially I wanted to get a job, study at the same time and dream about the day after tomorrow. Now that I know my darlings truely real and true to me- I want to be with him as soon as possible. That meaning- faster get a good job, get SG citizenship and fly to San Francisco in Feb. How's that? I can register for school agian in January for Feb intake. I don't mind I guess. :) I wonder if my friends knows of any lower cost degree programs? Or maybe I should study when I am over there? Beats me! Life is terribly exciting!
Keeping my fingers cross for my darling's call. >_<
Monday, June 14, 2010
Elated and Don't care about comings and going
2nd entry in a day- I must be really bored. Well, who cares! I am so happy that my baby has finally managed to pop by an internet cafe for 10 minutes. He said the technology there -or lack of- totally annoyed him as he's so used to being online all the time I presumed. But I don't care. I missed him too much to care. ^_^ although he did something very naughty. =( how could he lose something as important as that. >_< blah - make him get me a diamond one then =)
He said he's bored over there and flight will resume as normal- which is on the 15th Midnight. And more thing - apparently, he said that some golem picked up his ring.. Whatever that means, but all I know zzz he lost it AGAIN. I am soooo freaking mad now but at that point of time- I was too busy being happy just to see him type some words. He said he will "contact asap" that was the first time he used those words on me Lol. I am so happy!! Argh
He'll call by tomorrow around 8-9PM Hong Kong time as he would probably be at the airport by then! OMG I am so excited. Can't wait to hear him agian.
I am so silly and love-sick, aren't I? Sigh, I just cannot help it. He's so wonderful, quirky and cute, warm to be around with and makes me feel fuzzy all inside all the time. I am just freaking happy and sleepy right now! So I shall wait for his call tomorrow!
Love you my darling bubu baby!!!!~~~
He said he's bored over there and flight will resume as normal- which is on the 15th Midnight. And more thing - apparently, he said that some golem picked up his ring.. Whatever that means, but all I know zzz he lost it AGAIN. I am soooo freaking mad now but at that point of time- I was too busy being happy just to see him type some words. He said he will "contact asap" that was the first time he used those words on me Lol. I am so happy!! Argh
He'll call by tomorrow around 8-9PM Hong Kong time as he would probably be at the airport by then! OMG I am so excited. Can't wait to hear him agian.
I am so silly and love-sick, aren't I? Sigh, I just cannot help it. He's so wonderful, quirky and cute, warm to be around with and makes me feel fuzzy all inside all the time. I am just freaking happy and sleepy right now! So I shall wait for his call tomorrow!
Love you my darling bubu baby!!!!~~~
Another Lonely Day
Sigh, boring and lazy day today. Learnt how to attached fake noses and chins in class today. Was pretty interesting. One of the girls got turned into a witch and she was kinda good at it. (Acting it I mean).
Anyway, waiting for my darling to call me but no avail. Why can't he got to a payphone? zz Grr the thought of him not calling me is driving me crazy. I miss him so badly >_< I am like a helpless baby waiting for my darling to swing by and scoop me away into his ever warm arms. Sigh ~~ I am daydreaming again aren't I?
Well I seems like my UniSim application will be deemed as void and invalid, since I do not have enough $$ to be paid by the 15th of June. All because Mother, Her Majesty took the saving ATM card with her and now.. I have no cash to pay for the school fees. She said to call my Uncle, who is also my God-Father about it and loan from him first. I mean, how ridiculous is that?
"Hey Uncle Joe, can I have 2.9k right now to pay my school fees?"
Awkward!!!
I do have a DBS Cashline account though, but they charge 19% for interest. I do not know how these interests thing works. I mean like, what am I supposed to be charged with? The full amount once my mom's back or at the end of the month, I got to pay 19% interest extra. That's bad. Lol
It's 10:48PM already, how come my silly brother is not back home yet I wonder. Probably dazing off somewhere as usual. Tomorrow will be the day where my darling will return to Hong Kong for his midnight flight back to San Francisco. I do pray and hope he's safe. I shall wait and see in Hong Kong if he calls me. Excited to hear his voice again.
Everything about him makes me melt. His voice, his eyes, his annoying chin with moustache, his cute little cheeks, his very cute nose, his snores, his flat butt, his cute hands, his hair which smells so good, his habit of eating like a little kid and I have to wipe his mouth later. Hehehe and tossing his laundry all over the room, and his crazy love for food- his policy- quantity over quality. Lol.
Cooking and cleaning up after him make me feel ever closer to him- although sometimes I yell at him because he did not wash his dishes (apparently left on the sink) sorry Hunnie all your secrets' out!
I love you baby, I will always do. =) Sweetest dreams ~
Anyway, waiting for my darling to call me but no avail. Why can't he got to a payphone? zz Grr the thought of him not calling me is driving me crazy. I miss him so badly >_< I am like a helpless baby waiting for my darling to swing by and scoop me away into his ever warm arms. Sigh ~~ I am daydreaming again aren't I?
Well I seems like my UniSim application will be deemed as void and invalid, since I do not have enough $$ to be paid by the 15th of June. All because Mother, Her Majesty took the saving ATM card with her and now.. I have no cash to pay for the school fees. She said to call my Uncle, who is also my God-Father about it and loan from him first. I mean, how ridiculous is that?
"Hey Uncle Joe, can I have 2.9k right now to pay my school fees?"
Awkward!!!
I do have a DBS Cashline account though, but they charge 19% for interest. I do not know how these interests thing works. I mean like, what am I supposed to be charged with? The full amount once my mom's back or at the end of the month, I got to pay 19% interest extra. That's bad. Lol
It's 10:48PM already, how come my silly brother is not back home yet I wonder. Probably dazing off somewhere as usual. Tomorrow will be the day where my darling will return to Hong Kong for his midnight flight back to San Francisco. I do pray and hope he's safe. I shall wait and see in Hong Kong if he calls me. Excited to hear his voice again.
Everything about him makes me melt. His voice, his eyes, his annoying chin with moustache, his cute little cheeks, his very cute nose, his snores, his flat butt, his cute hands, his hair which smells so good, his habit of eating like a little kid and I have to wipe his mouth later. Hehehe and tossing his laundry all over the room, and his crazy love for food- his policy- quantity over quality. Lol.
Cooking and cleaning up after him make me feel ever closer to him- although sometimes I yell at him because he did not wash his dishes (apparently left on the sink) sorry Hunnie all your secrets' out!
I love you baby, I will always do. =) Sweetest dreams ~
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Happy!
Yay, just gotten a reply from Little George 2 hours ago. My baby dearest is safe and sound in GuangZhou! =) My heart is skipping beats and doing a jiggly dance right now! I am so happy he's alright. Looking forward to his phone call.
Have a good rest my sweetheart. ^_^
Have a good rest my sweetheart. ^_^
Day 2!
Day 2-
Pretty lazy Sunday don't you think? I sent a message to George last night asking him about his brother. So far, haven't gotten a reply from him or my dearest. I wonder how's he doing.
You know when people say love hurts, I guess it must not entirely be true. The most hurting in a relationship is when you have to part from one another. Breaking up means one side cannot stand the other or cannot continue, aka unrequited love. But parting means.. both are so much in love but have to live separately for a while. In my case, a whole year!!!!! I am so sadddd!
Right now, I am trying to finish my acceptance letter into University and filling up my application to aquire Singapore citizenship. Cannot find my forms though. So hungry I had barely eaten anything. Simply maybe because I don't want to- if we were hungry, my darling and I would pop downstairs to the food court 5 mins away and chow down. Now I am so alone- empty and sad.
Did clean up my room (makeup stuff) today as well. Threw out all the dried up mascaras and lipsticks. Even took pics of what I have. I never realised I had so much makeup. Lol. On the contary, the Dolly Wink lashes I bought yesterday (freaking expensive) wasn't as impressive as I thought it would be. Sigh- I wonder when will my darling get online again. I miss him so much.
Maybe I shall go to cook some instant noodles. hmm hungry...
Pretty lazy Sunday don't you think? I sent a message to George last night asking him about his brother. So far, haven't gotten a reply from him or my dearest. I wonder how's he doing.
You know when people say love hurts, I guess it must not entirely be true. The most hurting in a relationship is when you have to part from one another. Breaking up means one side cannot stand the other or cannot continue, aka unrequited love. But parting means.. both are so much in love but have to live separately for a while. In my case, a whole year!!!!! I am so sadddd!
Right now, I am trying to finish my acceptance letter into University and filling up my application to aquire Singapore citizenship. Cannot find my forms though. So hungry I had barely eaten anything. Simply maybe because I don't want to- if we were hungry, my darling and I would pop downstairs to the food court 5 mins away and chow down. Now I am so alone- empty and sad.
Did clean up my room (makeup stuff) today as well. Threw out all the dried up mascaras and lipsticks. Even took pics of what I have. I never realised I had so much makeup. Lol. On the contary, the Dolly Wink lashes I bought yesterday (freaking expensive) wasn't as impressive as I thought it would be. Sigh- I wonder when will my darling get online again. I miss him so much.
Maybe I shall go to cook some instant noodles. hmm hungry...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
First Day Gone
What a sad yet happy day it has been!
My darling Bubu-Sama has flow off yesterday and I was crying like a baby! I know I'll see him again but yet it's just so sad. 364 days to go and counting!
My best friends Felicia and Joanna came over to accompany me in the afternoon but soon after they arrived, I fell asleep. (Didn't sleep the night before). They are so nice to me. Even bought me duck rice to eat. Hardly eaten anything, wasn't in the mood to.
I know it's not like he's dying but I miss him so much. He's probably with his aunt in Guangzhou right now. But I feel so empty and lonely without him. Being with him for the past 1 month was one of the happiest and wonderful period in my life. Everyday I woke up smiling and thinking what should I do for him today. I felt so blessed. I had my family, my darling boyfriend and all the wonderful friends and new ones from school. What's there not to like about everyday?
But now he's gone.. I know not for good but somehow you cannot stop yourself from wanting to be with him again. I miss his touch, his hug, his lovely smile, his beautiful eyes and his warmth. His hands are the warmest I ever touched. I like to put my fingers between his and feel so blessed each him I sense his warmth.
I know I am silly, but I cannot help it. He might not be my image of perfection but his imperfections are what draws me closer to him. He makes me laugh so much my tummy hurts. He cares so much for me that I feel guilty for throwing a tantrum on him whenever I do not get what I want. I am so selfish. =(
Well, looking forward for him to find a phone and call me again! and as well as day 2 without my dearest.
It's depressing, really. Whenever I finish my class, there's no one there waiting for me anymore. No one at home waiting on the computer chair, no one at the door kissing me on the cheek. Sigh- I am too emo.
I miss you my Bubu (loves)
My darling Bubu-Sama has flow off yesterday and I was crying like a baby! I know I'll see him again but yet it's just so sad. 364 days to go and counting!
My best friends Felicia and Joanna came over to accompany me in the afternoon but soon after they arrived, I fell asleep. (Didn't sleep the night before). They are so nice to me. Even bought me duck rice to eat. Hardly eaten anything, wasn't in the mood to.
I know it's not like he's dying but I miss him so much. He's probably with his aunt in Guangzhou right now. But I feel so empty and lonely without him. Being with him for the past 1 month was one of the happiest and wonderful period in my life. Everyday I woke up smiling and thinking what should I do for him today. I felt so blessed. I had my family, my darling boyfriend and all the wonderful friends and new ones from school. What's there not to like about everyday?
But now he's gone.. I know not for good but somehow you cannot stop yourself from wanting to be with him again. I miss his touch, his hug, his lovely smile, his beautiful eyes and his warmth. His hands are the warmest I ever touched. I like to put my fingers between his and feel so blessed each him I sense his warmth.
I know I am silly, but I cannot help it. He might not be my image of perfection but his imperfections are what draws me closer to him. He makes me laugh so much my tummy hurts. He cares so much for me that I feel guilty for throwing a tantrum on him whenever I do not get what I want. I am so selfish. =(
Well, looking forward for him to find a phone and call me again! and as well as day 2 without my dearest.
It's depressing, really. Whenever I finish my class, there's no one there waiting for me anymore. No one at home waiting on the computer chair, no one at the door kissing me on the cheek. Sigh- I am too emo.
I miss you my Bubu (loves)
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