Darn it!

It's already 10:08PM and my darling hasn't called yet. Did something happen? Or maybe he ran out of cash to use the payphone. But shouldn't there be internet at the airport? What if he didn't make it to the airport? Or he forgot his flight today! OMG I can't stop thinking! I am so paranoid! He promised he will contact me ASAP! around 8PM to 9PM but its already 10!! I am freaking worried T_T

I wish he never have to go back!!! So mad now!

Oh yeah, most likely I am not going to University after all. Reason being I could not make the payment on time. No.1- Their online payment process says - PROCESSING for 10 hours. No 2. My lovely mother took the ATM card to Bangkok by accident. So probably it's not right time to start school again. Doesn't matter, after I had met my darling for real- I decided to readjust my priorities.

Initially I wanted to get a job, study at the same time and dream about the day after tomorrow. Now that I know my darlings truely real and true to me- I want to be with him as soon as possible. That meaning- faster get a good job, get SG citizenship and fly to San Francisco in Feb. How's that? I can register for school agian in January for Feb intake. I don't mind I guess. :) I wonder if my friends knows of any lower cost degree programs? Or maybe I should study when I am over there? Beats me! Life is terribly exciting!

Keeping my fingers cross for my darling's call. >_<